- Restarting Life -

I mostly deleted my older blog posts, restarting life in a new way. With a bright, hope, courage, smile and definitely dreaming higher and higher. Life in 11th standard isn't that easy what I expected. I'm trying hard to deal with the studies. family along with my bunch of mistakes. Its very difficult when everyone wants to be a part of your life and start being affectionate with you. You give time to everyone and lastly you don't have time for yourself. Love has been the biggest curse in my life. I seriously don't want anyone to fall in love with me; either they will end up loosing me or hurting themselves so badly and cursing me for all the heartache.

Summarizing myself:

I would say I am quite introvert. I only explore myself when I need to show my talents, ability and skills. I have stood behind when it comes to show how much capable I am than others; in short my supremacy What i hate is that when people have numerous curiosity about my past, my likings,mt thoughts and finally my boyfriend (which I don't like to have right now). stalking me what I probably hate the most. Music is my best friend and probably the 2nd love of my life; my diary being the first. 

Someone, truly said that "Life is full of opportunities and learning".
Certainly life taught me many things. quite philosophical sometimes though but too useful. Here it goes:

• Fairy tales are only for dreams not reality.
• Expecting love is one of the foolish things in life.
• Love comes unexpectedly and don't need run behind it.
•  Let the person go away who doesn't want to stay back.
• Never loose your self respect at any cost.
• Trust only the person about whom you are 100% sure.
• Losing focus from your ambition would cost you very hard and difficult to repay back in life.
• Never go back to a person who takes you as a option.

I gathered the courage during toughest time in life to believe the fact that "Every cloud has a silver lining". During the emotional breakdown I hardly shed a tear or so. Crying make me feel more and more distressed. While life always advice to flow down the memories, I prefer to keep them to give me the strength and courage during the toughest time.

And the dreams, born in the beautiful heart, filled with your greatest passion and lived with your beautiful life - the only thing that can never be snatched by someone. One could take the most advantage of this situation. The aspiring thoughts of mine being the lawyer is the most treasure fact hidden in my heart. My dreams and aspirations keeps me so occupied that I hardly spend time with others. I am so in love with myself. many peole may call it selfishness but I call it contentment.

Journey from being a little over-pampered girl to an adolescent girl and also to be a lady in the coming 8months is quite short till now. Lets make it more sparkling and charming in the coming years.