Life is a serious temptation sometimes. It lures me time and again. The moment I start thinking with my brain, it compels me to start thinking with my heart.
This time the temptation for love.
He loved me truly, deeply perhaps purely. I was so blind to see it, so dump to understand it and so selfish to accept it.
When I loved a person life gave me a serious whip lash to make me realize what a big mistake I did.
But right now the very thing going through my mind is that -
Will he give me a 2nd chance?
Will I be able to treat life smoothly?
Do I deserve to be loved by him?
Indeed I think so much, as many mistakes I did. I was waiting for a new start, a new beginning, a new era and foremost someone whom I can call 'mine' forever. With whom my purity of love, trust and care can grow to eternity.
I spoke a 1000 times that love (in my life) always played a role as a curse. But who knows, may be, God is writing a better love story for me this time. May be He is blessing me this time.
I'm so very fickle every time. This time its serious love. Getting betrayed which I am tired of, heap of lies and fake promises too. But, don't know how I can read the purity in his eyes. I had never done anything to him that he could trust me but he always stood by me.
Evolving the love - If someone ask me now, what is love to you? I'll blankly look at him. He makes me feel like a princess (although no fairytale are attached) :P
I would be dishonest to myself, if I would say that I'm not curious to know what he wrote in the long note for me on his way back journey to Ajmer. I will be meeting him soon for a movie. I hope I get back whatever I lost one day. Even if I don't, the unconditional love stays forever...
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